My first ever blog entry:
I have never done this before, bu the first of the month sounds like a really good time to start. As of tomorrow I am five weeks pregnant with our second child. I am elated but frightened at the same time. After our first angel was born I was very ill and experienced rejection of my beautiful baby...something that no-one ever talks about. I felt no joy at his birth, just that it had all been a terrible mistake. As the weeks wore on and I got gradually better those feelings faded. I am so devastated that I missed out on his early life and I don't want to miss out on this baby too, but I am so scared that it could happen again. I am being monitored very carefully this time so hopefully all will be well.
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